Support Update and Reflections on the Month

Hello Everyone!

So as you can see on the graph above, I have officially reached 65% in committed support! The Lord's faithfulness never ceases and His people have been gracious to give. I am once again completely humbled to think that the Lord chooses to use small means to accomplish His big plan. He uses the weak, the needy, the insignificant and weaves it into a beautiful story of provision and intimacy with Himself. Thank you, thank you, thank you to all who have given. Whether it seemed like a lot or a little to you, it was and is exactly what the Lord has chosen to provide through your gift and I am simply overwhelmed by your generosity. So, thank you. I need about 20% or around $6,000 to move to campus. I feel so close but I know that I still have a little way to go! If you haven't given already, I ask that you prayerfully consider supporting me. You can donate at www.ruf.org/donate or you can send in a donation. There is more info on the "Support RUF" page if you are unsure how to go about giving your gift.

This summer has definitely been a unique one. Coming home after graduating college leaves you feeling a little displaced and ready for the next step. Of course, in my case raising support for the internship, the next step requires a great deal of trust. Almost every single one of my friends is dealing with the same stage of transition, the transition out of something familiar into something new. We are all learning what it looks like to trust and obey a God who has promised to never let us out of His hand. My friends and I have talked a good deal about the idea of "manna" or "our daily bread" that the Lord provides both in our daily needs and ultimately in Christ, the bread of life. I have seen my tendencies to try and manipulate God's provision or store away his blessings in case He "falls through" at some point. However, just like the Israelites in the desert, I find that the manna spoils when I try to keep it to myself or create a safety net of my own sorts. I am not made to have a fallback plan for God. He is all in all and all providing. I have tried so hard during this process to set up some sort of fail proof system so if the Lord doesn't provide, speaking out of my own ignorance here, I can still make it work. Fortunately, we serve a God who is constantly searching for the lost sheep and constantly providing manna for the grumbling Israelites. I have seen my identity in both of these easy targets for Biblical reproach and can now say I deserve to be called both more than I deserve to be called precious or righteous. The funny thing is, I have no idea just how precious I am to my God and just how righteous I am in Christ. The other underlying theme that has risen is the obviousness of my own hunger. I have such a hunger for stability, faithfulness, and consistency that can only be satisfied in Christ. However, I find myself expressing these hunger pains and feeding on my own inability, the empty promises of the world and ultimately self-glory. God will be glorified above all else and He also promises that one day we too will be glorified, but not on this Earth and definitely not in a way that worships our sinful heart above a perfect and holy God. These trials and revealings of my heart are simply put the most faithful thing the Lord can do for His children: sanctify them and make them like Jesus. This is preparing us for an eternal weight of glory, too great to comprehend with our finite minds. One day all of my ugliness will be washed away forever by the blood of the Lamb and I will praise the One who was faithful, forever and ever.

Praise the Lord. His mercies are new every morning.
Anna

Lamentations 3:21-24
But this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. "The Lord is my portion," says my soul, "therefore I will hope in Him."

Prayer Cards

Just ordered these to send out to my supporters! 

Support Update!

Hello friends!
It has been a very stretching few weeks. I am starting to really see the mesh between being obedient to ask potential supporters to become actual supporters and trusting God in His providence to soften hearts towards this ministry. It is a strange balance but the best balance no less. It is so much like everything else in our lives, trusting a sovereign God while responding in faith and obedience. Our ability and motivation is rooted in our identity through Christ and it is His love that compels us. I won't lie, I have been so tempted to become complacent, stubborn, prideful and anxious. These are all very present in my day-to-day. However, I have also been shown goodness and mercy through the hands and feet of Christ. I pray when all of this initial support raising process concludes I will look more like Christ and realize the depth of my dependence on Him.

Here are ways you can pray for me:
1. Opportunities to share about my future with RUF at A&M
2. That the Lord would give me the words when I have the opportunity to share and that I would not be tempted to rely on my own ability
3. That my heart would remain in a position of humility and repentance during this process and throughout the internship
4. That people would support this ministry

Breakdown of the Chart:
As seen on the chart above, I am currently at around 56% (This is including verbal commitments). That means I am predicting that about $16,180 is raised. I am so incredibly thankful for all who have committed and who have already given. The Lord is using your gifts in such a mighty way to encourage me and give me a picture of the role of the Church. As you give in faith that the Lord will work, I wait for the days when we can rejoice in fruits of your gifts that the Lord will surely provide.

Here's the next step: I still need a little over $8,000 to move to campus. I need about $12,289 to provide for an entire year on campus, meaning I would be able to stay all year and not step off campus to raise support. Please pray with me that the Lord would move people to give and to pray. It has become so obvious to me that I cannot do this on my own. God is doing this for His glory and my good. HIS glory, not mine, is the most important thing now and forever so I pray that this support raising process would be nothing less than another opportunity for His name to be lifted up.

"Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen."
Ephesians 3:20-21

By His grace-
Anna

Training, Newsletters, and Summering...

So here I am... a week after training, a week after support raising and a few weeks into Summer 2012. All I can say is the Lord is so good.

 

Training

What began as 3am send-off in Hattiesburg, Miss. (with my intern pal-Molly Griffith), ended as a week full of new friends, amazing stories, seminars, and a confidence that the Lord is working all things out for our good and his glory. Our intern class was able to spend a lot of free time together which was encouraging and a lot of fun (note the pictures below taken by an intern friend Rachel Hagan [graduate of A&M no less!] at the cookout we had on the last night).

Some of the boys grilling

Our Intern class! (All 62!)

Some good RUF hymns thanks to Abbey and Haddon

A group of us eating

It is so awesome to see how the Lord brings people together from all walks of life in something as unique as the RUF Internship. We are all so different but united in Christ. It really was a wonderful reminder that the Lord is working in intimate ways in each of our lives while also being the God of the universe. He has put us together in this experience for a very specific reason and he has promised to equip us and qualify us to share the Gospel on college campuses around the nation. 

Newsletters

As of last Thursday, all of the newsletters I sent out should have arrived at their rightful destination. I could not be more excited/nervous. A lot of it has to do with the idea that this process has officially begun; a process that I have been waiting for since, well, a really long time. Yet, now that it is here, I am met with two different emotions: joy and fear. There it is!-the "fear" cat is out of the RUF Internship bag. Both of these emotions meet me daily and kind have a of tug-of-war over my general demeanor. Thankfully, we serve a God whose perfect love casts out fear- fear of failure, fear of vulnerability, fear of inability, fear of the processes associated with support raising, fear of the unknown. Also, what greater joy could I have than sharing how the Lord has been faithful through RUF? This is such a door for his name to be lifted up and how selfish am I to claim these opportunities as my own? Again, thanks be to God whose mercies are new every morning; whose steadfast love never ceases. (Lamentations 3:21-26) So as the support raising continues, I look forward to the days and weeks ahead in which the Lord will work and ultimately bring glory to his name. 

Summer-ing

This summer has already been so different from my last one with MTW in Brasov, Romania. But the funny thing is the theme has been exactly the same: Trust God. I have been reading Trusting God by Jerry Bridges (which is one of our required books for the Internship) and it has been such a gift during this start-up period. 

"It is just as important to trust God as it is to obey Him. When we disobey God we defy His authority and despise His holiness. But when we fail to trust God we doubt His sovereignty and question His goodness." p. 16 

"God will allow nothing to subvert His glory, so He will allow nothing to spoil the good He is working out in us and for us." p. 24

Bridges also refers to the verse I used as my theme verse for last summer: 

This God—his way is perfect;

the word of the LORD proves true;

he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him.

For who is God, but the LORD?

And who is a rock, except our God?—

the God who equipped me with strength

and made my way blameless.

(Psalm 18:30-32 ESV)

I can't wait to share more with y'all in the weeks to come! 

Anna

Oh hey video!

This short video gives a little insight into the internship! If you want to know more about the particulars of the internship visit this site. View on!

Howdy!...or "Hey Y'all" in other terms.

     First and foremost, thank you for taking time to visit the blog! I am just kind of getting started so there will be much more on here in the days to come. 

     Fundraising/Support raising has begun (yahoo!) and I could not be more excited to get this fantastic show on the road!

     I need so much prayer right now as I begin to enter this phase of my life as well as prayers for support and the future of this ministry. I will be writing on the blog certain prayer requests that arise during this time as a way to invite y'all to pray alongside me for very specific things. 


Also,
     I need to raise $28,470 total but I can move to campus when I have raised $24,200. Raising this money is my full-time job for this summer so updates on this aspect of my job will be posted on here as well so we can praise God together for his continued faithfulness. 
I won't bore you with the details now but I'll be glad to do as much soon!


In Christ,

Anna